Life is unfair...

Well go figure, another BFP in my life, it’s all I can take to not punch something. How is it that someone on their first try who screws up tracking their ovulation can get pregnant so so easily and it’s taking me what seems like forever and I do everything right! It’s so unfair : ( And I know those of you reading this that have also suffered from infertility at one point in time will tell me I just need to be positive. Well I’m not there yet so just lay off. If anything, this is the biggest stressor for me right now. Not being able to talk to my friends about how I’m feeling without having my feelings discounted. Now I understand why some woman never say anything to others and that is so frustrating. Oh, and I only have 2 opk sticks left and have yet to ov so that’s fucking awesome and this morning I scraped about a foot of ice off my car only to start it and the stupid battery was dead! If the universe had a face, I would slap it.