Who I Am...

The truth is that a lot of the time I’m frustrated, angry, bitter and jealous. And it sucks. There’s no way around it. DH and I have been TTC for over a year now and still have nothing to show for it. I’ve been to see a doctor to get fertility testing done and everything is fine aside from having some low progesterone. This month I’ll be taking progesterone supplements in the hopes that that does the trick but to be honest I’m not getting my hopes up just to be disappointed for the millionth time. We do everything we are supposed to. We chart, use OPKs, BD EOD, etc. And if you tell me I just need to relax, I swear I will punch you in the face. The hardest part is that we KNOW we can get pregnant because we have done it before. I know people with secondary infertility get the short end of the stick in terms of sympathy but it is HARD. And people who suffer from SI are just as entitled to their feelings as those with primary infertility. I’m not going to go there and say that one has it harder than the other. Just not going there. If you have PI and find my blog offensive, well…you know where the door is. Also, fair warning: I will be talking about my 2 year old son on here. So anyways, if you’ve stumbled onto my page, welcome! I hope anything I post might be useful or at the very least entertaining. I try very hard to keep a sense of humor about all of this. If I didn’t, I might totally lose my mind. I’m only 75% to that point right now.